Why do I do it to us?
Am I that unstable and insecure about myself that I have to push you away? The best thing that has ever happened to me in so many years and I keep twating around ruining us. Things don’t feel the same between us and I don’t know if that is because it’s just me trying to hard to make things right when there is nothing wrong or there is actually something wrong… I don’t want to loose you you the most important woman in my life, I don’t want this to end. The love I feel for you fills me to the brim and overflows out of all of my pores. I want to make it to the day where we are walking down the isle and we vow to spend the rest of our lives loving each other looking after each other till the day we die.
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for all the crap I have put you through recently and I know everything will be ok!! I love you so much baby girl xxx

There is a light…
My light walks beside me, she holds my hand and guides me through the darkness. She whispers in my ear telling me everything is going to be ok, and I believe her. We walk together in the darkness her beauty radiating acting like a torch cutting deep into the darkness. Soon we emerge together into the light. It’s bright and it hurts my eyes but WE made it TOGETHER.
The love of my life is my rock, my guardian angel and I love her so so much xxxx

The problem with life is…
Your plodding along thinking all is well and good. The sun is shinning warm on your face and then like a vortex your sucked into an empty abyss. Your walking down this long dark tunnel heading to the pin prick of light you can see at the end. You feel like your moving closer to the light but your not!!
Life is full of up’s and downs and twists and turns. But it seems no matter how many times your in this tunnel in your life it still gets you down, you still feel like there is NO WAY OUT